I want to thank you all so much for being so supportive about my therapist questions and about my ovulation! Your overwhelming response definitely helped me feel good about my decision to fire her immediately. As fate would have it, I got a call back yesterday about a therapist who used to work closely with my beloved OBGYN. I will definitely be giving her a call to schedule an appointment. I'm also planning to call my insurance company and talk to them about Non-Dr. B.
On a good note, I had a girls' get together at my house over the weekend. It felt so good just to hang out and not worry about stuff for once. I worry way too much.
On a bad note, I'm realizing again just how much I need to see a therapist. Some of the "fixing my team" stuff didn't go so well, and I know that I alone, will never change how my team is managed. I did as much as I can do without damaging myself, and that depresses me. The problem is, it depresses me beyond what is reasonable. I am almost in despair over it. I know that may be the progesterone from my luteal phase talking, but I'm sure it's also a large part of that self esteem crack caused by IF that's bleeding into all aspects of my life. I need to get a handle on some of this. Until I can, I will focus on me and do my job. That's all I can do.
More info on this lovely aspect in Unsung Lullabies chapters to come.
Mixed Bag
Update Wednesday, February 13, 2008 at 7:34 PM.
Dalam topik Feeling crappy
Dalam topik Feeling crappy