I think this weekend is going to turn out to be a really good one. (by the way, when I say "weekend," I mean my weekend, which constitutes days other than sat/sun) Yesterday dawned gloomy and cold for Florida, but we headed to Starbucks later in the afternoon to meet with K&K from the Wielecki Twins. You may remember them as the "normal couple" with whom we enjoyed conversing at the peer support group quite a while back. It was just as delightful to meet with them this time. They are both so well versed on such a variety of subjects and have done lots of interesting things. They are also both friendly and fabulous at drawing people into conversation. How do you DO that? I need to work on that a little instead of my normal rambling. And I must say that the expectant mother is looking quite radiant. It's very cliche, I know, but it's just the truth. :)
So I guess instead of having the regular support group that Mel suggested a while back, I'll just be meeting the infertiles (or should I say subfertiles?) in Florida one by one. That's cool.
On top of all that, I'm getting much better at this knitting with 4 needles thing. I
think the pattern I'm using is going to make a rather huge mitten, but that's ok. It's my first time right? I still can't show you the other two projects at which I've been toiling away. I can't wait though!!
Tonight I head out for a girls' get together. I can't even tell you how nice that's going to be again. I can't believe it has taken me this long to start living life to the fullest again. Scratch that. I guess I can believe it since infertility has hit me so hard. Ah well. We're making it.
So I'm pretty happy despite the backsliding I've been so mysteriously referring to lately. Mysterious is sexy remember? I have to make me interesting somehow. I'm still not going to go into detail in this post, but basically, I've had an incredible resurgence in the desire to give birth to a child. I just can't seem to shake it. I guess if someone told me it was completely hopeless, I could then move on to adoption without these nagging feelings pulling me back. However, I started ovulating, and despite the fact that I know it's probably a slim chance it gave me hope. So now I've been struggling with that whole cycle again. I guess it never really will end. But damn it, we just want to have a baby!! Why is that so EFFING hard?
