A Big Day is Nearing!

Hub and I have been together for 10 years, but our 5 year wedding anniversary is coming up very soon! I fear that many posts in the coming days will have to do with that. I will strive to not gag you with the professions of my undying love. If you're nice to him, perhaps Hub will help with that by pulling a few stunts to distract me from those professions.

Anyway, to celebrate I'm posting a song that always makes me think of Hub and our situation. It's "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
I said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

We have done pretty much everything on our own, and it's been hard, and I can't even begin to tell him how much I love him. Words fail. The words and slow rhythm also somehow invoke a peace about this whole infertility thing. Sometimes I really do just want to lie with him and just forget the world. It's been particularly hard lately. I'm back to the sight of babies causing tears at the back of my eyes. Anyway, this song resonates with me.

Coming soon: Hub's song for me, and later, the songs we had at our wedding. It's an anniversary celebration!

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