Hey there. One more thing. I'm feeling so emotional and hormonal today, that I know tomorrow is going to be difficult with all the charged meetings I am supposed to attend. One of those involves a certain someone I've mentioned before on this site who treated me very poorly in the past. My reaction to her and her lucky life is beyond all proportion at this point. Just being around her sometimes causes me emotional pain.... about the infertility, about how our relationship devolved, about my self-esteem. I think I'm going to need to get out of this situation. As much as I'd like to be an adult and work through it, I think this is a time when I'm going to need to seek a transfer or a temporary assignment somewhere else. Our problems as a team have just gotten so big, and my reaction to her so ridiculous that it's no longer worth it to put myself through that.
So please lend me some of your happy, strong thoughts as I plow through tomorrow.
How I Really Feel
Update Tuesday, August 12, 2008 at 3:48 PM.
Dalam topik Feeling crappy
Dalam topik Feeling crappy