I cried.
I cried because I got my period, and it just feels like the symbol telling me this will pass. I thought I was totally cool with my baby getting bigger. Turns out I'm not. My period reminding me he's close to 6 months when breastfeeding may end. Holding his little warm infant body will someday soon be different. Everything changes. Am I ready?
I cried because one of the best friends I've ever had is going far away. I'll see her again sure, but now there's a big comfort, happiness shaped empty spot here in Florida.
Love you Matt, Jen, Elizabeth, Trin and Little Dog.
Your friends,
Barb, Hub, E and boys.
Last Night
Update Thursday, April 29, 2010 at 3:20 AM.
Dalam topik musings
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