Isn't it the crappiest when someone you love feels miserable? After a particularly bad coughing fit I ask E, "Are you ok?" He ...More...
I'm really grumpy with blogging right now, and I'm not sure why. I mean, I know some of the things I'm grumpy about, but I'm...More...
Dumping my worries and to-dos in black and white always seems to allow my mind to rest easier. It's as if I don't have to feel that ...More...
So ever since E's 104-105 fever broke, he hasn't been quite right. He was diagnosed with an ear infection, throat infection and some...More...
E has a sinus infection that has moved to his throat. His glands are all swollen, and his throat is probably very painful. He got some antib...More...
Why is it that when I need the words most, they often aren't there? Why is it that I cry and wail and become verbose over little problem...More...
Repeating things other people have said with the conviction that you were actually there or said them yourself and/or stealing others' i...More...
Too much going on. Too busy. Need cavities fixed. Thyroid sputtering. Need appointment. House is a wreck. Baby not feeling well and needs mo...More...
We Aren't Dead - Yet
Update Thursday, December 16, 2010 at 11:08 AM.Dalam topik crazy sh*t,Feeling crappy,my sweetest
So we've been all excited for this Christmas season and would love to get the ball rolling except that we are having issues. The car bro...More...
My issue is apparently generalized anxiety disorder. I haven't been back to the therapist in a few weeks because it's so hard to ask...More...
Why do I react so very harshly to interrupted sleep? Why, oh why? I'm almost ready for my cycles to start up again. I need some progeste...More...
Getting Help
Update Thursday, September 9, 2010 at 5:33 PM.Dalam topik crazy sh*t,decisions,Feeling crappy
Today seemed so good, but then my faulty brain kicked in yet again, and it came crashing down around my ears. Tonight I called to be sure my...More...
PPA Revisited
Update Wednesday, September 8, 2010 at 5:11 PM.Dalam topik decisions,Feeling crappy,musings
I've still been dealing with a lot of insecurity, anxiety and maybe even a touch of paranoia at work. I kept thinking that maybe somethi...More...
I just came back from the dentist where I was supposed to have 3 cavities filled. I kept feeling the drill on one cavity. It was a shooting ...More...
It's no secret that having a baby has made me desperately wish for family that lived closer. I had 2 family links here until just recent...More...
I'm having trouble integrating back into work.... still. It's not just leaving the baby and the fact that he obviously is stressed b...More...
Me: E loves the train you got him! And the clothes are adorable! Her: Oh really? Hm. I don't remember what I got him. Me: Look at this a...More...
Someone tell me again why it's stupid to cry over friends who weren't your friends to begin with? Why does it still hurt so much? I...More...
I've been having a lot of self doubt, depression and guilt lately. My baby is still not better, and I worry about that intensely. The po...More...